FOMO

I hate making decisions. I’m terrible at it, very wishy washy. Did I make the right one? Should I weigh this out more? Have considered all options? The tiny red pill or the tiny blue pill, I don’t know?! Worst of all if I make the wrong decision I will only have myself to blame. Oh the stress.

One of the biggest factors is I have a severe case of FOMO. Otherwise know as a Fear of Missing Out. Been trying to get a handle on this for years. I just want to be where the fun is or the action. I break into cold sweats when someone says ‘Boy you should have been there’…..or ‘Man you missed it.’

A friend once told me “don’t look for the fun, let the fun find you.” Um, yeah, easier said than done. Seriously why do you think they have the phrase “where the party at?”

Would you believe I am currently agonizing over not the party, but how to get there?!! OMG. I’d go back to therapy but I recently got a letter from my old therapist that is no longer treating patients! HA! Think I drove him over the edge……Oh well I’m workin on it!